Christmas Eve Depression

This is a lonely day of the year. Tomorrow should be full of promises and surprises, and yet I face nothing. No tree, no presents, no family to share a cup of coffee with. I am an orphan. I suffer from chronic depression and no one seems to care. I'm not alone in this, so many people are dreading Christmas. I've lost faith in the people to celebrate a holy day with credit cards and unfulfilled expectations. What happened to Christ? Isn't this day for him?