Sunday, December 31, 2006

New Years Eve

Last day of the year and its definitely looking better. Need money to get surgery to treat my depression. Surgery, VNS (vegus nerve stimulation) therapy, virtually cures depression. Never to be sad again, its a dream. One day soon I'll be happy. What does the future hold? Job, money, partner..............

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Christmas Eve Depression

This is a lonely day of the year. Tomorrow should be full of promises and surprises, and yet I face nothing. No tree, no presents, no family to share a cup of coffee with. I am an orphan. I suffer from chronic depression and no one seems to care. I'm not alone in this, so many people are dreading Christmas. I've lost faith in the people to celebrate a holy day with credit cards and unfulfilled expectations. What happened to Christ? Isn't this day for him?